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So tomorrow is Thanksgiving. A holiday of eating and family and thanks. A lot has happened in the past few weeks. Catching Fire came out, I went to NYC and saw a movie being filmed, I've been juggling the craziness of school. I've even been experimenting and figuring out the whole concept of leverage. It's a foreign word if you've never really had to use it. But mostly, I'm excited for the holiday season. It's a time of joy and warmth, and forgetting the things that haunt you. Or at least, tossing them aside. As a kid, I always wanted to be this age. It was old enough to be independent, but young enough to still have fun. Now, I guess it just... just is. Is something I can't describe. I don't know what exactly, but it is crazy, it is confusing, it is  frustrating, and it is... incredible. I guess for me, the confusion does take its toll on my life. I hate the suspense of not knowing, when you know answers just around the corner. Irretrievable. Some answers only others hold. While a special few, you may already have buried deep somewhere inside yourself. It's hard to forget what's gnawing away at you constantly. I sometimes have this need for completion. Like at the end of a book. I have to know everything ends alright. That the characters will be okay. That the story has a perfect closing. But in life, it just keeps going on and on and on. So for this holiday, I'll just set aside the anger towards not knowing, and focus on what I do know; what I do have. And the piles of food, of course.

Catching Fire

Today Catching Fire premiers at 8pm!!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!!

So much to do to prepare...